.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' Friday, April 18, 2008 Y
I'm having ulcer right now and I find it diff. to talk easily. I have to speak without moving my dry lips. :( Hope it'll recover soon. Hopefully before mid-year
starts. Sometimes, it takes weeks to recover so I'm afraid if anything would
happen. My ulcer hurts. Feeling weak too and I get tired easily. Even headache. Had to finish up my DnT major project, so many research. Don't be sick athirah. Exams are coming.
Nowadays, I feel guilty, feel irritated with CERTAIN ppl. Guilty because I'm unsure of which side I should follow. Whether the person being hated, or the opposite side. However, I've made my decision. I don't want to support any sides. Let me be my own self, have my own opinions. Feel irritated because certain ppl just being unfriendly and didn't want to give explanation to what I asked. But actually that PERSON was the one who started the topic. Suddenly, appear offline. So... actually, I'm not only irritated, but feeling angry too till now. Only that person doesn't know.(i think) For me, a person who leaves during conversation without saying goodbye is being rude. So............ WHATEVER!
YYY