.Sunday, November 30, 2008 ' Sunday, November 30, 2008 Y
Hey. Well, for my friend who always read and have been waiting for my latest post, I'm sorry for not updating my blog for very long. Recently, I cleaned up my cupboard which I kept some of my books inside. As per normal, I always find the old things which I kept for very long. Many of them are letters being passed by my friend in class in year 2007 and some even 2006 letters. One of them is a letter which consists of friendship problem between me and my bestfriend that time. Haiz, luckily we're normal friends now. Other than that, is a letter where my friend said bout the guy I liked at that time, which I still have feelings for him now? Hmm, the answer is with me. Haha. Except certain people who I share my feelings with. They'll know then. :D
Other than finding old letters, I also found my pink diary which I haven't been written since the end of the year 2007. Now, it's already gonna be a new year, 2009. Many sweet and bad memories were written in the diary. But mostly, bad memories were written. :( Luckily, with the support of some of my old friends, I was able to endure with my life at that that time, when I was sec 1.
Also, someone had always been making me happy at that time. We didn't really talk at first cos were shy. But at last, now, I don't know how we can be friends and I love to share new stories with him as he is very sporting, even though he's bored sometimes, and get on my nerves. But it's ok for me. It's just a minor thing yeah. Luckily I'm a patient person. :) Somemore, he's a type of person who hears people's problem properly without including his other stories. I still remember the first time I knew him and have that 'feeling'. It was during the first week of my secondary 1 school life. On the friday, which was my sec 1 orientation camp, at night, during the class skit. Then the story continues itself and I don't have to tell........................
I know that it will soon be 3 years... My friend can't believe it when I say the same old name whenever they ask me who I like. They taught my feelings have changed towards someone new. Seriously, it's very hard for me to easily open my heart for someone else. I'm like some other people, whom the feelings will remain and we'll find it hard to like someone else even though how nice they treat us. For those who've said that they'll reserve me in their hearts, I can't promise anything cos I don't have any bit of feelings towards them. What kind of love is this called? I'm not sure too.
I'm not sure why I have the courage to share this. Hmm.... Nvm btw, maybe I'm not gonna be in S'pore from 19 Dec onwards. I might be going to my grandma's kampung at Pulau Sebang at Malacca. There's a wedding invitation there. Might be going there with my sis and grandma. Also, we might be there for 1 week or less. So, hopefully nobody will miss me when I'm away...
Hmmm....
Stay tune for the next post which I don't know when. Bye. Take care... :)
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