.Saturday, February 07, 2009 ' Saturday, February 07, 2009 Y
Life's very difficult. Sometimes, different kinds of people can just appear in our lives, telling something that we're unable to reply back, such as "I like you." Can anyone tell me please? Just imagine. Can you accept the fact that someone else like you, and you don't like them, and it makes you confuse on what should you react? You don't know what to say. The obvious reason you have in mind is, you already like someone else for a very long time and you can't deny it. How can you just throw away the feelings that you have for a guy whom you've been liking for a long time? It isn't easy. Suddenly, another person just appear in your life. You don't even have a lil bit of feelings towards the person. So the best way is to say the truth that we're not ready for love yet. Only then, we'll be calm.
I'm a kind of girl who's not easily to fall in love with guys. Except for love at first sight? I've promised myself not to give my heart to other people, except for the one whom I've been liking and waiting for very long. Why must I give my heart to somebody else when I know that my feelings are not for them? I'm just lying to myself. It's really hard when it comes to feelings. No human can understand each other's feelings because feelings are natural, it comes by itself and only our heart knows best. Therefore, I can lie to people, saying that I don't like them, but my heart says that I do.
Heart knows my feelings, and I guess eyes can reflect the feelings inside me. Eyes have been the evidence and the reflection of my feelings. That's why sometimes it's easy for guys or girls to know if one has fallen in love with the other.
Indeed it's difficult to hide our true feelings, and indeed it's difficult when it comes to complicated love. Haiz...... :(
* REMINDER: I don't like to go out with guys I don't know. Please!
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