.Sunday, April 12, 2009 ' Sunday, April 12, 2009 Y
Now, I don't know where my life is leading to. Some people are living in happiness, and some are living in sadness. Throughout my sec 4 years, my sec 1 and sec 2 years were the most wonderful years I had in school, even though it was also filled with bitter memories. There were so many sweet memories I had and I can say that I really really appreciate and treasure them. My habit is to save every special day I had in my phone calendar. Looking back at the tears can make me laugh but I didn't know that looking back at the laughters can make me cry. All the birthday sabotage, talking to each other in the phone, sharing jokes, the time you sacrificed for me, taking a pic together which is only left as memory now......... and many more. Ran away holding a hp that was not mine.... (meant to sabo) I want to go back to the past memories and change things that I don't mean to happen now.
Does love at first sight really exist? If it does, is it true that love at first sight will always last long, like people always say? Or will it only be a while? I experienced love at first sight before. 6th January 2006, the first time I saw him. I was shy. People always say that shy is a sign of love. Only then I realised that I kept feelings towards him. From that onwards, no guys succeeded in winning my heart, till now, 2009. Yes, I waited. I had wonderful memories but why is it now................... I knew that his feelings now have changed. Changed to liking another person. I knew a long time ago, but just kept quiet till now. Is my waiting a waste of time? )': For now, I'm trying to accept the fact. It's actually hard to forget a person whom you loved a long time ago so easily. It's hard! But I'm trying my best... )': Isn't it painful after waiting for a person for so long, and it turns out that he loves another person? How painful it is, it doesn't mean that I have a grudge towards him. Instead, I want him to be happy. As a friend, I'm willing to sacrifice my own happiness just to make him happy. I'm happy as long as he's happy.
Remember this people, as a friend, you shall not destroy your friend's happiness for your own good. Do not think of yourself. Learn to accept the fact, even though it hurts you. FRIENDSHIP always need SACRIFICES. If there is no sacrifice, there is no friendship. Even if you're being hurt by a person you love most, be forgiving. Forgive them. Don't have grudge in your heart. If you have, you're actually not sincere in letting them go. This will make your love ones feel uneasy to carry on with life. Don't ever make them feel guilty for leaving you. There is only one word you shall do. SACRIFICE. Sacrifice your happiness in order to see your love ones being happy. "Put others in front of you." This is who I am. If I have a grudge towards a person I love, it's the same like hurting their feelings and I don't like to hurt the feelings of the people I love the most. My life used to be complete last time, but now, there is ONE valuable person missing in my life. Yes, now you know how valuable the person is, and I really missss the person. You'll only realise how valuable a person is after losing them....... )':
Does love at first sight really exist? If it does, is it true that love at first sight will always last long, like people always say? Or will it only be a while? I experienced love at first sight before. 6th January 2006, the first time I saw him. I was shy. People always say that shy is a sign of love. Only then I realised that I kept feelings towards him. From that onwards, no guys succeeded in winning my heart, till now, 2009. Yes, I waited. I had wonderful memories but why is it now................... I knew that his feelings now have changed. Changed to liking another person. I knew a long time ago, but just kept quiet till now. Is my waiting a waste of time? )': For now, I'm trying to accept the fact. It's actually hard to forget a person whom you loved a long time ago so easily. It's hard! But I'm trying my best... )': Isn't it painful after waiting for a person for so long, and it turns out that he loves another person? How painful it is, it doesn't mean that I have a grudge towards him. Instead, I want him to be happy. As a friend, I'm willing to sacrifice my own happiness just to make him happy. I'm happy as long as he's happy.
Remember this people, as a friend, you shall not destroy your friend's happiness for your own good. Do not think of yourself. Learn to accept the fact, even though it hurts you. FRIENDSHIP always need SACRIFICES. If there is no sacrifice, there is no friendship. Even if you're being hurt by a person you love most, be forgiving. Forgive them. Don't have grudge in your heart. If you have, you're actually not sincere in letting them go. This will make your love ones feel uneasy to carry on with life. Don't ever make them feel guilty for leaving you. There is only one word you shall do. SACRIFICE. Sacrifice your happiness in order to see your love ones being happy. "Put others in front of you." This is who I am. If I have a grudge towards a person I love, it's the same like hurting their feelings and I don't like to hurt the feelings of the people I love the most. My life used to be complete last time, but now, there is ONE valuable person missing in my life. Yes, now you know how valuable the person is, and I really missss the person. You'll only realise how valuable a person is after losing them....... )':
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