.Friday, May 22, 2009 ' Friday, May 22, 2009 Y
I'm going to type out the lyric of this one latest indonesian love song sang by Irwansyah. Thanks to my junior, syahila who recommended this song to me. She said that this song has a meaning for me, somehow. She referred 'Camelia' to me. When I reached home, I on the song from my hp and I cried because the song is really sad and can make any girls cry, including ME. So here it is.
Camelia
1st verse
Camelia.... Maafkanlah aku...
Karna ku tak bisa... Temani tidurmu....
Camelia.... Lupakanlah aku...
Jangan pernah lagi... Kau temui aku...
2nd verse
Kau, wanita terhebat...
Yang pernah, singgah di hatiku...
Kau, wanita yang tegar...
Aku mohon lupakanlah aku...
Chorus:
Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi...
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini...
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti...
Engkau temui cinta yang sejati...
Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku...
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu...
Ku takut kekasih ku pun tahu...
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku...
Camelia...
Repeat 2 lines from verse 2:
Kau, wanita terhebat...
Yang pernah, singgah di hatiku...
Repeat chorus.
Well, I'm missing someone now, at this point of time! Haha I can say this cos he's away for camp and can't read this. But, he might read this after he comes back from camp. OMG! Nvm.
Btw, yesterday I selambe talk bout this particular girl that he likes/liked. I asked him not to be sad over 'something'. He knows what I mean. Suddenly I end the msg by saying, "actually, i'm jealous." LOL. After I sent that msg, I laughed to myself. =.=" Actually, I'm trying to be understanding. I can't think of myself. I must understand my guy friend's feelings if he loves/likes another girl.
I must understand even though I like him at the same time. Few days ago, sis hanisah was talking to me in the phone, saying that I'm so patient in love. I know how to control my feelings, and understand the feeling of the person I like. Furthermore, I've been patient for about 3 years+. When it comes to a point where I got to know that the person I've been loving for almost 3 years, like another girl, I wasn't angry. Sis hanisah aka beastfriend really admired my understanding character. I said that it's his feelings and no one can stop him from loving. What I can do is just to pray that he'll get the girl that he likes. Well, it's not wrong to pray for the guy you like, to get the girl he wants.
He told me something in a msg last year, which really touched my heart for the first time. He said, "Love is a natural feeling that everybody will get to feel. I can't say that it's wrong for you to love me. You just love. Everybody will have that feeling. That is why I still be friends with you even though I know that you like me." Thanks to this msg he sent me last year, I always remember that I shall always understand his feelings too, instead of he's the only one who always need to understand me.
I've been remembering this till now, and never will I forget. So, I will always pray for your happiness in any ways. Neither will I be angry nor ignore you. I don't want to waste my time not talking to you anymore. Instead, I'll try to talk to you as much as I can selama I'm still in school. I don't have the right to stop you from liking anyone, and I don't have the right to tell you to love me. It's all up to you.
"Jodoh takkan kemana. Kalau seseorang itu ialah jodohmu, walaupun kamu akan terpisah dengannya satu hari nanti, Tuhan akan menyatukan kamu semula dengan orang yang kamu cintai dan telah menunggu sekian lama." I hold on to this principle.
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