.Monday, September 07, 2009 ' Monday, September 07, 2009 Y
Bestfriend and me are back to normal, as in no more cruelling. These days, life has been sad for me. Continuous sadness. Both matters are about godsis and bestfriend. For godsis, I wish you'll get well really soon. Makanlah ubat.. Jangan degil. It's a matter of your life. So please please please, take care of yourself. I don't want to lose you. For bestfriend, I hope you won't leave me too soon. I f both are gone, who can I turn to later on? I always depend on both of them. They are the special people in my life and they're irreplaceable. :'( My eyes were filled with tears for the past few days plus today. Today I went out with kak yaya to jurong library. Met ariff and the sec 2 gal. I asked kak yaya some maths qns, then after that I stopped studying and we talked bout the memories we had in sch. Then had to win my mum's heart to break fast outside with kak yaya. It was so difficult but for kakak's sake, I was willing to do anything for her. At that time, we were still talking bout memories and all. Then she said bout this particular matter regarding her health. I was so sad till I cried. Then we met israfel at jurong. We break fast together at IMM Mac. Thanks Is for treating me and kak yaya. + thanks for sending us home by taking the taxi. So much money huh. Haha. Anyway, otw back home in the taxi, I was still so sad over the particular matter kak yaya told me. I hope she'll get well soon. :'(
Kak, please take care of yourself. I don't want to lose a godsis like you. Anyway, I accept you for who you are. So don't ever think that I can't accept you anymore in my life. I'll always remember you, even when you're gone. But please, continue living. Eat your medicine and throw your fear. This concerns your life! :'(
Love quote:~
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
YYY