.Thursday, September 03, 2009 ' Thursday, September 03, 2009 Y
It's 6.19 pm now and it's raining cats and dogs. It is as though the weather understands my feelings right now. These few days, I've been arguing with my bestfriend a lot. But I treated those arguments as part of jokes. This might be the last year for us to be together. At this moment, friends will always try their best to joke around and laugh more, even though certain jokes sound serious, and it has something gotta do with reality. Well.... even though at times, my bestfriend feels that I always finds her fault and wants to start an argument, actually I didn't mean anything. It doesn't mean I hate her. Deep from the bottom of my heart, I love my bestfriend a lot. I have always trust her. I have always look on her not only as a bestfriend, but also an elder sister. Today, she is really angry with me for always arguing with her over this 'particular' matter. When I was messaging with her about the matter, I was actually messaging in a nice manner and didn't mean to quarrel with her. But she misunderstood and was frustrated with me and replied me a msg that she never meant to tell me. It really hurts. :'( For now, I'll let her cool down. Also, to calm myself down. Time heals wound, no matter how big the wound is. It's the same as, my love towards my bestfriend will never fade, even though she has hurt my feelings a lot.
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