.Saturday, October 17, 2009 ' Saturday, October 17, 2009 Y
These few days, I feel very lonely. This feeling affects my mood and my normal character. I have been very quiet lately and prefer to be alone. I am not like the old me, who is always cheerful and always smile. Even my siblings and my mum noticed that. When my mum asked me why, I said I don't know. I prefer to be alone and lock myself in the room, as per normal. Then when I feel lonely, I will talk to myself, just to make me feel happy and feel accompanied. Also, I am becoming more fiercer and more sensitive. I get angry easily and get sensitive over small things. I don't know what's wrong with me. :( I get sad easily. However, I don't think I can share this mixture of feelings with anybody. I just feel better keeping this to myself, cos only me who understands my own feelings. If people were to ask me what's bothering me, it's hard to explain.
Betapa aku harap kesunyian ini akan cepat berlalu pergi.
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