.Friday, November 06, 2009 ' Friday, November 06, 2009 Y
Actually I want to put my baby picture with my bestfriend in my post. But I couldn't. There's some problem. Who wants to see our baby photo, look at her blog. "Hanisah" is what i wrote for her link. Anyway, I'm so glad to have a bestfriend like her. She's one year older than me. So I treat her like a sister+bestfriend. We've been messaging each other lately. Even now we're messaging each other.
It's really hard to find a great friend like her. She always supports me when I feel very low when facing friendship problems with other people. She always cheer up my day, make me smile and make me forget the problems I'm going through. She cares and loves me. In fact, we love each other as bestfriends. Haha. When I feel that there is someone who tries to steal her from me, I'll get jealous. Then my behaviour will change and she always realise it. Then she'll comfort me. Humph. It's really difficult to hide something from her. Hehe. Well, sometimes, people are really out to make us jealous, by purposely being close to our bestfriend. Luckily, my bestfriend is not easily 'seduced'. Haha.
Sometimes, she does hurt my feelings. But, I don't take it to heart. I always forgive her. There was once I got angry with her till I didn't talk to her for days. At the same time, she also had a problem with someone else. So she didn't have anybody to share her problems with at that time. After how many days, when I'd cooled down, I decided to talk to her in the canteen. When I came to her, she started crying. She told me she was very sad that I wasn't there for her when she really needed someone to talk to cos I'm the only one whom she could depend on. So, she told me her problem and we talked. After that, we were okay.
Few days ago, before my dnt exam started, there was a dnt class but I didn't go, even though my bestfriend messaged me. I didn't reple her msg. Then after dnt class was over, she went to the canteen with her friend. I didn't dare to look at her cos I was afraid that she was angry. When I messaged her asking if she was angry, she didn't reply. That made me more scared and felt guilty. After the dnt exam finished, she messaged me when I was walking back home. She wasn't angry actually. =.="
She told me that she like it when I'm afraid with her. Cos I'm like a mouse, who will run away when saw people. She even knew I didn't dare to look at her face. Haha. When I thought bout it, it's funny.
Looking back at our friendship, I didn't expect that we can be close friends. Cos at first, she was just my st john senior. I didn't talk to her much. Only when i was sec 2, during the end of year st john camp, then I started talking to her. Don't know why, after that onwards, I look for her when I have problems. It's kinda funny actually. Since we always share problems with each other, we suddenly become close. Haha. Plus, I always support her when other people criticise her. Maybe that's another reason. At last, we're bestfriends! :) And I love her! <3
Time flies so fast and we're kinda be far from each other now as school will soon be officially over for the graduating students. :( I'm not sure what's going to happen in the future. Whether we still get to be together or not. Whatever it is, she'll always be my dearest bestfriend, whom I'll always love.
"Even though we are miles apart, you'll always be in my heart." Ily bestfriend. :)
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