.Thursday, January 28, 2010 ' Thursday, January 28, 2010 Y
I'm suffering right now.... Have ulcer at the back of my mouth and it feels like toothache. So pain until I want to cry! :'( Can't eat, drink and talk well. It's really so pain. The ulcer is growing big. I'm so afraid. It's so damn pain... Plus I've been sneezing non-stop since just now. Not sure if it's cos of dust or i'm having a flu. Hais. Now I'm stress too. People are happy, but definitely I'm not. I'm suffering! :'( I just need someone to talk to, who understands me, and is CLOSE to me be it physically or mentally, near or far. :( With the ulcer hurting me so much, with nose kept sneezing, with other problems, i just can't take it. Probably I've disappointed many ppl i love, who put hope on me. I'm sorry... :(
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