.Sunday, January 03, 2010 ' Sunday, January 03, 2010 Y
It's been a long time since i last updated my blog. I'm so sorry for that. I hope abg husairi won't be angry with me. He must have been looking at my blog everytime he online. But it turns out that it is still the same old post. Hmm.... really really sorry.
Well, it's a new year now. The memories that I had a year ago is now a 2 years ago thing. And 2 years ago thing, has become 3 years ago thing. It looks like really long time ago, but I feel that it's so new. In other way, it means that I feel that the first time I saw and know abg husairi's family and nek su's family was last year, when they came to S'pore. At the end of the year, I followed grandma back to kampung, and when nek su brought me to KL, I saw him again for the 2nd time. It feels so new, when actually it was 2 years ago, 2008. Last year, which is 2009, was the 3rd time I saw him again when he came to Singapore. The 4th time was also in 2009, during hari raya haji, when I celebrated in Malacca. For this year, I'm not sure what's going to happen. Maybe I'll get to meet abg husairi for one time only in this year. Or maybe, not at all. Maybe next year then I'll get to see him again. Or who knows 2 or 3 years later then I get to see him again? Or may not see him again forever? Who knows he's married or engaged at that time? Even if he's going to marry, who knows I'm too busy with work by then, and then can't attend his wedding at KL? Haissssss I was just thinking out of the box. Haha. Trying to gather all the possibilities that will happen. Now it's been so long since I last messaged him. The last time was when I was in Malacca. Messaged halfway then I couldn't reply him cos my overseas prepaid was low already. All finished cos of busy messaging him. Serve me right. Haha. Now I've learnt my lesson. I SHOULD NOT MESSAGE HIM WHEN I'M IN M'SIA. IT'S DOUBLE EXPENSIVE BUT DOUBLE FUN! HAHA. If I want to message him, wait till I reach S'pore. Then it'll be cheaper messaging to M'sia. Haiss... And today, I top up my prepaid card and therefore, there's overseas money. Well, I messaged him, but I guess he's busy sleeping or busy with his own things, and that's why he didn't reply. Hmmm....
For this new year, I really hope it's going to be a good one. Even though I've finished school now, and going to enter into another different schooling life, I really hope that I'll have wonderful new friends this year. But fear not. Secondary school friends will always be remembered, especially my bestfriends, kak hanisah and ashwini. For now, I have to stay at home while waiting for my 'O' level results to be released. Hanisah told me that it would be on 11 January, which is next week. This is the moment that I've been waiting for. But at the same time, I'm afraid to see my results. Afraid that I can't make it to Polytechnic. Anyway, for abg husairi's info, Singapore's Poly is like M'sia University. S'pore's ITE(Institute Technical Education) is like M'sia Poly. Well, I have my own goals and aims. If I can't get into Poly, it means that I'll go ITE. If I go ITE, I'll study really hard and try to aim to go to Poly. It's possible, if I study really hard. After Poly, I wish to go to University for 3 years. The course that I'm interested in is nursing. I love to care and entertain patients. Cheer up their day and not make them feel bored staying in hospital all day. I feel happy by making people happy. That's who I am. :) If I'm able to go to University, I'll consider taking the doctor course. That is where I hope my future will lead to. If I'm not able to become a doctor, it's fine. At least, I wish to become a nurse. :)
I hope that there'll be lesser people who love to compete in studies with me in this year. I guess some people are jealous over our capabilities and wish to compete with us in every way. But, the most important thing is, we have to have confidence in ourselves. If we do something just to show off to people about our capabilities, it'll only invite hatreds among us. Even if we are good in something, there's no need to show to people. Anyway, people don't have to compete with each other. As long as they do well in their studies, they do not have to worry about people doing much better than them.
Tomorrow is the start of school for every student, but not for me. I can say that it's seriously bored staying at home everyday. I would rather go to school, study and talk to friends. Haha. I miss the Hillgrovians that I always see everyday in school, even the ones who are not my friend. No hillgrovians around me or if I'm not surrounded by Hillgrove Secondary School, it feels like I'm no longer a Hillgrovian. From the bottom of my heart, I want to say that I love my school so much. :) All my memories are kept safely in Hillgrove Secondary School.
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