.Friday, March 19, 2010 ' Friday, March 19, 2010 Y
Well... last two days my grandfather came to S'pore and he just went back to malacca just now morning. Hmm...... Yesterday, grandfather and my 2 younger brothers went to cousin's house. My mum was working till night, father went johor for silat competition, my sec 3 brother had ncc camp, and my sis went out with her boyfriend to find a dress for her dinner invitation nxt week. She told me it is compulsory for the NS guys to bring along a date for the dinner. If not, they have to stay in camp and will not be allowed to go home during weekends. Hmm.... So goooooooood. *Jealous* Anyway, nxt month will be her 4th year anniversary. Hmmmmmmm. May their r'ship last long.
So yesterday, grandfather, my two brothers and I left cousin's house ard 9.30pm+. When we were at the door, grandfather said to my aunt that my grandmother is really hoping that any of her grandchildren will marry m'sian people, so that we will always get to visit her at malacca. Then my aunt was like, "Athirah lah... Athirah boleh." Then I said to my grandfather, "Ibu tkkn kasi la.... Tkpela datuk. Tk perlu kahwin dgn org m'sia... Kite kahwin dgn org s'pore pun dah okay. Kite tetap akan bawa suami kite balik m'sia selalu...". Haha! Hmm... In few more years, I'll go malacca on my own if I'm free. :) In fact, I feel like visiting my grandparents often. But not now. Need money to take train to go there. Hmm.... If I go there, I feel very peaceful. The smell of burning leaves.... It makes the surrounding very peaceful. Can forget my problems and all..... Hehe. :) Actually, yesterday my grandfather did asked me if I want to go back kampung or not. But then I can't cos school is starting already nxt month. So sad.... :(
I wonder.... In few years' time, will I be able to go back m'sia to attend my relative's marriage? I mean, my m'sian relative that I'm quite close to... Hmm...... It's either I'm busy with work, and can't attend the wedding, or..... maybe I just don't feel like attending. Hmm.... Don't know la... In few years' time, everything can change. If the relationship now is not like last time, what more in the future? Will my 'family'ship with my relatives there become loose? Hmm, maybe not for some and maybe yes for some. Hmmm...... :(
Well, tomorrow I'm accompanying my aunt baiah to johor bahru. Same old thing actually. None other than accompanying her go larkin for massaging. And I'll have to wait for 1-1 and a half hour... So bored............. But the thought of me being in jb, just makes me feel less boring. Don't know why... Maybe because I'm not in my own country. LOL. Then maybe after that, we'll walk2 at city square mall and maybe watch movie too if there's good movie. That time I went jb and watched movie with her. Just RM10. Well... Maybe after that go eat and then make our way back to s'pore. Same old thing... Hehe. :D At least I don't feel bored rather than staying at home the whole day. That's my daily routine and it's so damn bored. Ashwini still schooling, and hanisah working... Hmmm...
During chinese new year holiday that time, I went to KL and visit grandparents at Malacca too. Hmm... this time it felt different compared to the past years... Really. Honestly, that was the first time I didn't really enjoy my trip. Erm, I have my own reason why I felt like that, but I won't tell. As per normal, I always keep things to myself. I will only share with my close bestfriends.
As time goes by, people change. So far, the people I feel that have changed the most is 2 people....
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