.Sunday, June 19, 2011 ' Sunday, June 19, 2011 Y
It's been 1 yr plus now since I last updated my blog. I don't care if ppl are not reading my blog. Cos I'm going to make my blog the place where I share my feelings with. Well, now I already have a bf... It's been 6 months already we're attached. There are many things we went through. Those small arguments which at times lead to big arguments. There were times we nearly break up. About 3 times? Hmm... But we manage to save our r'ship and last this long... Not to mention hurt. I've been hurt many times but I'm still strong and able to endure till today. And despite those hurts I've experienced, surprisingly I still love him. But right now, I'm very sad...... :'( At times I don't know what's the meaning of my presence i his life. When we started off at first, our days were very wonderful. He'll inform me wherever he goes. But now he rarely inform me he's going out. And I'll keep worrying. Then I'm the one who will always start to msg and ask where he is and all. Why must it always be me who have to do that? Today, I nvr receive any msg frm him. Not even one!!!! Does this mean that it has to be me again to start to talk?! Arghhh!! :'( Why is it that he doesn't seem to care bout me now? Maybe he still do but I don't feel it!!!! I want to go out and release my sadness. :(
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